Monthly Archives: July 2013

The Thing about Honesty (or ‘why you should kill yourself if you’re trying out honesty’)

Posted on July 28, 2013 by GaoLi

I was asked last week if I was lying, whenever I was saying that I was going to commit suicide or when I asked if I should commit suicide. I just now realized something though: People don’t care about principles. … Continue reading →

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The thing about suicide

Posted on July 28, 2013 by GaoLi

Have you ever thought about suicide, I mean, seriously thought about it? And then people’s reply to you is something along the lines like, “If you’re going to do this, we’ll call the cops.” Why? What for? On the one … Continue reading →

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The thing about the Philippines

Posted on July 28, 2013 by GaoLi

I recently looked at the Philippines’ dispute in the South China Sea again this week and I realized something. And though I don’t think it appropriate to take a stance for one side or the other here, I noticed one … Continue reading →

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Life’s second chances

Posted on July 27, 2013 by GaoLi

It is sad to learn that there are no second chances in life, none. No matter how hard you beg, fight, wait, hope or pray, there is no hope to ever have a second chance. If you fail once, give … Continue reading →

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Wishing

Posted on July 24, 2013 by GaoLi

I don’t wish anymore. If I wish, I’ll just get dissappointed. I spent a lot of time praying before, but I hardly think that that had any kind of effect. Doing good deeds doesn’t even seem to give you a … Continue reading →

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Dalawang hiling na lang

Posted on July 22, 2013 by GaoLi

Ang puso’y ko ay nilalaman na lamang ng dalawang hiling: Kung maawa lang sana ang panginoon sa akin, mapapabalik ka sa piling ko at kung hindi talaga mangyayari iyan, sana ako’y mamamatay na lang. Wala na akong nakikitang saysay sa … Continue reading →

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My autophobia and the will to die Part 1

Posted on July 22, 2013 by GaoLi

I can’t sleep. Every night I cannot sleep. I am awake until very late, constantly wake up during the night time and get up early. I am restless, so to say, because whenever I close my eyes I see myself … Continue reading →

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